She Said

Yeah, she said (she said) Get outta my way cause I’m goin' somewhere This is not where I wanna be You can say what you want You can tell me I’m wrong La dee da, La dee dee Get off of my back, stop sayin' that Cause I’m not afraid a heights I may never get where I’m goin' Yeah, but then again I might You can’t get inside my head Can’t be my safety net I’m standing on the edge, yeah [chorus] I know it’s a long way down But you can’t walk the wire For anybody else I might hit the ground But at least I’ll have a story to tell She said, I gotta find out for myself (She said, she said, she said) she said Get outta my space And rememeber this face cause it’s not who I wanna be Oh, at the end, oh the day I got something to say La dee da, la dee dee Somewhere, nowhere, don’t care, anyplace but here Oh, if ya don’t believe in magic Then watch me disappear You can’t get inside my head Can’t be my safety net I’m jumpin' off the edge, yeah [chorus] (She said, she said, she said) she said La la la la la la La la la la la La la la la la la Oh la la la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la [chorus 2x] She said, she said Get outta my way cause I'm goin' somewhere This is not where I wanna be

Long Time

I can't make this long as I have to leave the office in about 10 minutes so I can meet with the volunteer coordinator at Hospice. The videos are finally in and I am going to train to be a volunteer. See at the end of last year (the day after Christmas to be specific) my father died of esophagal cancer. He had hospice care and the hospice my family used was terrible. They never came to sit with him so my mother could get out of the house for a little bit, and they were super judgemental. When I came home on Christmas day the nurse looked at me like the scum of the earth for not having stopped my life here to go home. I know that isn't what my father wanted. Oh and the day he died it took them four hours to come to our house and pronounce him. Luckily my parents' neighbor is a nurse and she was able to help us. Anyway, I really wanted to start working with the hospice up here so that other people wouldn't have to suffer through such things.