I'd sure hate to breakdown here

I haven't been getting much sleep this week as a lot of things have been on my mind lately. So far I've gotten two people's advice on one situation. They each said completely different things, which completely match their personalities. This is one of those times that I really need my father around to tell me what is the most responsible thing to do (although P- gave me the advice that I, as someone young, should take). Then again P- also can give me some things to think about otherwise. S2- and I have decided that we should call him my FC (I'll leave that up to you to figure out), and I think that is going to be the case. I also think that I need to go on a nice normal date again. There is just so much that I want and so much that I am confused about right now. If anyone out there has any advice for my cryptic messages, feel free to advise.

Now I'm going to try and get some sleep even though I'm not tired anymore.