Where is the Moment we needed the most?

First thought of the evening, an e-mail sent today. . .the lovely blue text is the omitted truth from the e-mail

Dear -,

I was talking to my friend, to whom I couldn't tell the real reason I was asking about you because it's important that I leave the connection open, today and he says he knew someone named - at -. Really I was pretty sure you went to - with me because after a failed attempt to find you on myspace T- made me sit in her cube as she did a search for you and that's when we sort of figured out who you are. I mean you know how girls can be after all, expecially when it involves a potential crush. Did you go to -?

The politics of crushes can be so complicated. And not only have I had this fun situation progressing all week, I also had a visitor last night. The whole visit just made me very happy, and unlike other times reminded me of why I sometimes feel the way I do. I mentioned this blog to this friend but just casually and not revealing the site address.

I think that I've overstimulated myself with excitment about things, and now I have a headache.